anything if it's yellow {perspective}

if you had to sum up christmas in one word {uh, other than christmas}, what would it be?

some of you might have watched too many lifetime movies and you'd say "family", some of you might go the spiritual route and you'd say "Jesus" {and obvi you'd be right}, and some of you will be honest and you'd say...

presents.

let's be honest. you're either a kid {i'd be impressed if a kid was reading this} and you just want, want, want or you're a parent, a grandparent, an auntie or someone else who got conned into buying for a kid and you're fighting with people the day after thanksgiving for an easy bake oven or you're waiting last minute and buying a giftcard {guilty}. you're a spouse who just has no idea what to get for her husband. maybe you adopted a family to buy for. maybe you drew a name with your friends. at the end of the day, i'd be surprised if none of you reading this had to buy a present for anyone this christmas or were going to receive one.

buying and receiving presents at christmas doesn't bother me. while i have learned in my adulthood that it's not the "reason for the season", with the exception of going completely over the top for bratty kids {cause that bothers everyone}, buying things for the people you love is all good with me.

i generally like whatever people get me. are there times i think "i really would have rather had..."?  sure. we want what we want. but for the most part...i just want good things - thinks i like, things that make me happy.

this morning, i was talking about christmas presents with maddi, who is 7. i said, "what should miss rachel ask santa to get her for christmas?" and she just looked at me with a smile and said, "you like anything if it's yellow."

out of the mouth of babes.

it's really true. i like anything that's yellow. yellow clothes, yellow decor, yellow food {yes sometimes i eat things solely because they're yellow}, yellow appliances, yellow everything. and if you have followed me long enough, you know that the color yellow is also symbolic to me. it's happiness, it's things falling into place, it's time with people i love, it's the light at the end of dark tunnels, it's even been the dark tunnels. yellow is my joy.

this morning, just an hour or so before i had that conversation with maddi, i had a conversation with the only person that teaches me more than the kiddos in my life - God. remember the blog about asking God for something specific? still am. the prayer has changed a bit but i still believe it hasn't been answered and i'm waiting. sometimes patiently but more often not {just being honest}. but i've said to him {and meant it}, that i'm good either way, knowing that his ways are higher than mine.

whatever he brings to my life, whatever he gives me, whatever he works out, and even whatever he allows to come into my life {talking about the hard things, the no's, the 'storms') is yellow. and after praying this morning for what i want, telling the creator of the universe that i want it but i'm okay with whatever he gives me, a little girl reminded me of one simple little truth -

i like anything.

if it's yellow.