it's go time. {let's do this}

monday is go time.

i would say today is go time but this weekend is vacation and let's be honest, i'll be with maggie and she is bad for my waistline.

everyone that knows me knows about my weight loss journey since january of 2010. i've had an incredible amount of success but the last 2 months have been {for lack of a better word} pathetic.

i hit a plateau. it BLOWS. i have started to give up. super lame.

so now i'm being proactive. i met with a health professional/friend last night and i'm tackling this head on...on monday.

it's not that i have every intention of finishing this. i have every confidence that i will. it is not a matter of if, it is a matter of when.

i can't believe i have been so defeated after all that i've accomplished. i have lost an entire person {a decent size person at that ha} and i have no doubt that i can finish this.

i have the best cheerleaders. i've said that since day 1.
i have the physical ability.
i have the self-control {even when i don't act like it.}
i have the desire.
and i have the responsibility of deciding.

deciding that this is still the most important thing i do every day.
deciding that life can be as yellow as i want.
deciding that it's worth more than other things.
deciding that i'm worth more than i have convinced myself i am.

it is go time, folks.

keep me accountable? why thank you.

xx